2 weeks
has passed since I last updated. Since I last wanted to blog regularly.
So, what has happened? I fell ill. Really ill. I haven’t been this ill in many months now. Well it all started off with the damn spicy chili sauce. Having dripped a bit around my food, I got a very very very bad sore throat the same night. It then turned to a very dry cough. Then a throat infection. Out of no where, I caught a cold and I’ve been stuck with it ever since. Its much much better now. But I still get a blocked nose every morning when I wake up.
If being ill sucked. Then I being ill on my own birthday really sucked. It was another year which I spent in bed being ill. Cant remember exactly if I was ill the last time or I had a really bad hangover. But I was confined to my bed and forcing myself to drink loads of water.
And to top it off, I got rejected from a job I really really wanted. A job I spent so much time perfecting my application. Making sure it was the best I have ever sent off for a job. The job was what I was hoping for. But apparently I’m not good enough for it. Oh well, the hours spent on that application made me so confident but I guess I was flying to high imagining things that was not true.
I guess times are tough. Securing a full time job now much be the toughest thing to do. My parents are abit worried about me; its been almost a year since I’ve graduated and I have nothing to show them. I dont know what to do except apply for more jobs. I hate to dissapoint them.
Sometimes I look at myself and compare where I am and where I wanted to be. Its pretty upsetting that I’m no even close to where I thought I should be in life. And its great that I’ve not shared my life plans with anyone for obvious reasons.
Perhaps I set my sights too high. Perhaps…
